Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Why am I so unpopular?


I'm not cool enough for my school. I need to become more popular. 


Usually when my emotions are mixed up I blog or rant on random social networking sites. So my friend and I got in this fight and it was really stupid. I didn't think she'd get that mad, but I guess she did. She isn't talking to me anymore and I honestly don't know what to do. I think it's over some guy, but we don't even have feelings for each other so I don't know why she would get upset.. No matter how many times I say I'm sorry she just says "Sorry doesn't cut it". I don't know what to do. I want to give her time, but I don't think that I could go that long without talking to her. I'm not too sure what to do.



 Today I: 

  • Bought a strawberry-lychee tea fusion
  • Bought a cookie
  • Made a couple of gifs 
  • Worked on my tech project
  • Texted my friends
  • Understood science because I'm a genius
  • Walked home
  • Started a blog
  • Sat like a loser in my room
  • Found out my friend is mad at me
  • About to cry

Bucket List

Things I want to do before I die. 

  1. Dye my hair mahogany
  2. Get married
  3. Be asked to prom.
  4. Get a letter in the mail from my boyfriend.
  5. Meet someone famous.
  6. Be popular. 
  7. Be considered pretty. 
  8. Visit Rome. 
  9. Have a 90% average one semester. 
  10. Go to Montana's on a date. 
  11. Have flowers given to me. 
  12. Have a ball gown for a wedding dress. 
  13. Have a good taste in fashion. 
  14. Spend $70 on a meal. 
  15. Have a successful career. 
  16. Own a tree house. 
  17. Own an expensive sports car.
  18. Get my G1. 
  19. Get my driver's license. 
  20. Own a parakeet. 
  21. Have a perfect summer body. 
  22. Have long hair. 
  23. Watch The Titanic.
  24. Go on a movie date. 
  25. Not be weird. 
  26. Be able to write with both hands. 
  27. Finish a stick of lip balm. 
  28. Donate over $300 to charity. 
  29. Have pretty hair. 
  30. Make out with a guy with a lip piercing. 
  31. Get my ears pierced. 
  32. Wear crocs to school. 
  33. Wear socks with Birkenstocks. 
  34. Tell a boy that I like him first. 
  35. Get asked out by a hot guy. 
  36. Make it through high school without using drugs, drinking alcohol or getting pregnant. 
  37. Get a pair of Birkenstocks with 2 straps. 
  38. Be able to pull off a bikini. 
  39. Go on a date to a restaurant. 
  40. Keep my close friends for at least 20 years. 
  41. Have a stranger take a picture with me. 
  42. Stay close with my parents. 
  43. Be really good at the guitar. 
  44. Acquire a good singing voice. 



Should I use this as an online journal?
I think I'll just write random stuff.
I'm supposed to be doing homework right now. I still don't get how this blog thing works. I don't know what to write since anyone can see this. I don't want to get too personal or anything...
I'm supposed to be working on making a website, but I can't think of anything. I'm also supposed to be helping my dad take the trailer out of the garage, but I'm kinda lazy, so I think I'll just stay up here and pretend to do homework. How do people even find these blog posts? Do you just search them up?
I hope nobody from school recognizes my hand in my photo..
I think I'm being awkward. Yeah. I'll just stop.

I don't even know why I started this.
I don't understand this.